I keep seeing things and places that remind me of things and memories with someone. It's just normal, the way it is, all that... I'm just sayin. Again, just textbook stuff that everyone goes through. I don't know why I'm writing about this at all, but I'm a pretty open and honest girl, and I don't really mind putting it out there.
I can try to act like it doesn't still hurt, and doesn't affect me or come to my mind, but I would be lying. I've moved on, I'm ready for what God has for me now... but it still hurts. Not the constant ache and sadness it once was, but when something pops up in my head or something triggers thoughts about it, those pangs still hit. Ouch. Time heals, and has been, but, I still got some more healing to do, and I know time and my Father will help with that.
just sayin. still tough from time to time. it's alright tho, just normal life stuff. makes you who you are...
Pregnancy is winning today because this is all I want to do is sleep.
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